Signs of Hope

Today in the midst of confusion and regret and not really knowing if I'm making all the right decisions, I am thankful for the little signs God sends us that let us know that we're doing SOMETHING right..and to just keep on going.

You know how when you're trying to help but you're not sure if you're actually helping or just making thinsg worse. And then randomly someone comes up to you and says thank you cause you helped them a lot and you get really happy cause you realize you are doing something right...yeah I love those moments haha

I do these retreats and stuff that I've been talking about because I love helping people and it's just amazing to know what someone has gone through and see them change and grow and these retreats are just a constant reminder of what life is really about and being so close to my faith during these times (I mean I try to always stay close to my faith but during retreat time it definitley is enhanced lol ) is honestly a great feeling to me. But I don't really help out on these retreats or at my church for any other reason other than I want to help someone open their eyes to how beautiful life is really. You don't do this expecting anything in return and honestly I do it to help out the other people create the retreat but I never really go into these things thinking "im gonna help someone" like I dont know I just do what I do haha

Tonight we had to answer the questions in who do you see God's love and in who do you see God's work...and people came up to me afterwards and told me that I was their answer to these questions, and I love evryone and I'm friends with everyone there but it was people who I just had no clue thought of me that way hahha it was cool to hear that though and again was a good reminder that Im doing something good there and that this is exactly where I need to be rigth now :]

CHALLENGE: Maybe some of you already have a time in your mind where something like this happened to you. And then theres some of you who are tempted to feel bad because you feel you've never gotten a sign like this. But I challenge you to think, maybe you just dont want to accept the sign sometimes. When you're feeling lost, and you want a sign hey sometimes you gotta ask for the sign but more importantly you have to be open to it and be able to recognize it when it comes.